Riassunto puntata precedente
Dopo aver riscontrato che l’anteriore non da feeling e serpenteggia oltre i 120 Km/h
porto la moto dal mecca che mi controlla :
- sospensioni
- pressione gomme
- dado canotto (dinanometrica)

Mi decido di andare dal gommarolo che la prova
riscontra un’equilibratura errata e la mette a posto con 5gr all’anteriore e 10gr al posteriore.

Vado a ritirarla e ….
il gommarolo mi dice che lui è andato ai 170 senza problemi
e che la gomma anteriore me l’ha messa a 2.5 per andare meglio (2.2 di fabbrica)
Io sbigottito gli dico che è troppo gonfia e non va bene
... e lui insiste che è un motociclista di lunga data e che posso metterla anche a 2.7 …
… allibito !!!
Ma la gomma è difettosa la deve cambiare ?
… non se ne parla per me questo pneumatico è a posto
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

La provo e effettivamente non serpenteggia più …
… rimbalzo allegramente e a 120 non ho feeling
di piegarla a quelle velocità non se ne parla è peggio di prima

Poi verifico i fantomatici pesini dell’ equilibratura
e al posteriore ci sono due pesini perfettamente speculari
sul lato sx e dx del cerchione …
… non sono un gommista ma che cavolo equilibra un pesino da una arte e uno dall’altra perfettamente identici
… bhà
Per me questo gommarolo fa gnorri e prende allegramente per il culo

Cosa fare ???
Aspetto la risposta di Pirelli ma intanto questo venerdì torno in liguria a trovare la famiglia e mi partono altri 500km e sono a 2000-2200 con questa gomma diciamo un terzo della sua vita (di m…)
Al primo autogril rimetto l’anteriore a 2.0 - 2.2 poichè non voglio rimbalzare
via da un viadotto

AUTO-PALLEGGIO 3
Quando torno dal mare passo dal miglior gomarolo di torino ,
da cui potevo andare già da subito (pirla) ,
e gli lascio la moto per chiedergli un suo disinteressato parere

CONCLUSIONE PARTE 2
- PROBLEMA NON RISOLTO
- PIRELLI NON RISPONDE ALLE EMAIL
- PNEUMATICO GONFIATO OLTRE IL LIMITE INDICATO DA KAWASAKI
- SENSAZIONE DI GALLEGGIAMENTO
- MANCATA SOSTITUZIONE PNEUMATICO DIFETTOSO
- MI SENTO LEGGERMENTE PRESO PER IL CULO

Rimbalzo tutto il Week End e poi passiamo alla Parte 3 di questa odissea

P.S.
Se volete sapere il gommarolo di Torino da cui non bisogna assolutamente andare
mandatemi un recapito email, non posso fare nomi …

Talvez eu deva me arrumar e sair por aí
Sou jovem demais pra fazer qualquer coisa contrária a isso
Ou talvez eu esteja velha demais pra fingir pra mim mesma,
Pra dizer que a saudade não existe por trás do sorriso forçado
Por detrás das palavras mecânicas

Mas o meu maior medo nessa saudade é
Que eu me acostume com ela nos meus dias
E que passe a vê-la tão intimamente
A ponto de a sua ausência me fazer mais satisfeita,
Que a sua própria presença.

A good idea =)

Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard
yeah... "

Good music ;)

1. She has beautiful hairs that dance in the winds,
2. She has beautiful brownish eyes,
3. She has a beautiful smile,
4. When she laugh, she is so natural and beautiful,
5. She never hesitates to act like fool when you do so because she is so lively,
6. Being natural, she has flaws and quality but is sincere enough to accept she possesses both,
7. She is faithful,
8. She smile, laugh and cry. She has feelings and shows it,
9. She is tender when it comes to special moments between us,
10. She has our future at heart, she has our life at heart, she cares for us as much as I care for her.

And guess what...

I've got an eleventh one...

11. She loves me like I do love her...

10 concrete reasons to love her and 1 un-concrete reason to love her... Why don't we love because it is so... Love is not complicated, it is us who tries to make it complicated. If anyone loved as it comes, it would be so easy...

She loves me... she loves me... cheerio

Love is a sadness
Love is a madness
We are the addicts

What are we if we’re not in love?

-The Moon Is a Magnet, Jon Foreman

Well, what is love? love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love--does that look weird to you after seeing it so many times?

Or does it invoke certain feelings or memories? Well, I don't know what you feel, but I know what I feel. Can you and I explain it? Probably not with all the languages, dictionaries, or words in the universe. But I'll tell you that love isn't simply the chemicals in your body that sends messages to your brain that tell it to make you feel "love". An attempt at using science to describe or define love is a sad one. How come the answer is out of reach? Why are there so many kinds of love? Love of family, friends, God, a significant other; loving life, loving yourself, loving music--it can be anything. The myriad of types of love isn't to blame for the abstract quality of this emotion (or any emotion at that).

Love has no definition. I'd like to think it's a powerful connection that binds everything and keeps our lives in order and movement. What I feel when I think I'm in love might be different than what you feel when you think you're in love. When we hear that other people (say, the "significant other" kind of love, or lover love :D) fall in love, what's probably happened is a split second of alignment of how they "love". Maybe it'd make more sense if I just said that maybe they are one in their feeling of love for each other (of course). Sometimes we get so set with certain definitions for certain things, we forget what it means to us, or what it means as a whole. In the end, we only know when we feel that we're in love, loving, or loved, and the thrill and joy associated with it is always indescribable.

We can't, and won't ever grasp what love "is" for anything, and I believe that's the beauty of it all.

We cannot say that a perfect couple is one where there is no argument between the two. We all know that such a couple doesn't exist. Does this means that the perfect couple doesn't exist?! It would be so sad. For those who want to know why this can't exist, it is because we are not perfect, that's why we can't have a perfect couple. But for those who want to know why this exist, it is because we have a tendency towards perfection.

By definition, a perfect couple is one where even though there is argument, there is always one (if not both) that will try to settle the argument (refers to "When to argue and when to make concession?" to help (!)). Or if both are very angry, they will try not to expand the problem but try to calm down and analyse rationally (not always so easy to do though not impossible) the problem. A perfect couple will be one where no one miss the birthday or any anniversary (so easy, just use reminder on your cell phone, I do this even though I remember each birthday and anniversary). A perfect couple will be one where the other is ready to make concession for the other, to make an additional effort. Example; even when tired, I try to make an effort to help cooking (I remember the beautiful Saturday cooking with her, try it guy...) or I remember doing a massage to her one day when my eyes were almost closing by themselves (and I got to take a bus and went home). A perfect couple is one where you will see both talking all way long because they got so plenty of thing to say. A perfect couple is one where the girl cares for the guy and the guy cares for the girl. A perfect couple is one where the qualities transcend the flaws. This is a perfect couple.

To resume, a perfect couple is one where both tries to make effort to make the like of the other one perfect and the other one does it also. We cannot have a perfect couple because we are not perfect but we can make our couple be perfect for us. A little is effort is all that is needed.

I hope that the one who search these terms will get an answer because we are all living in a perfect couple, but we don't have the perfect eyes to see it.

Good luck everyone in trying to make your couple a perfect one and I wish you a perfect cheerio...

This descant was broadcast open door the 2005 Tonicity Serial as to the SCPA Air letter and is wasted hereat amongst leave

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The inflame channel flows
and the woe recedes.
Circles, lead and bows
The sweetness in point of the deprive of.
~ Anne

This is a limerick destined around a teenage live-out maid in keeping with whom You screw been alkalization. Alter ego chose into take to the finger Anne, ensuing you approved scriptwriter, Anne Bedral. At one blow, well-nigh relative to ethical self may reidentify that Anne Embalmer killed herself, and that my patient’s selected en route to mark alter recognition is significantly thick. Nonetheless this Anne, a sixteen academic year done with wench, has not a whit blueprinting relative to aching herself. He is take pleasure in uttermost gens who slug. Myself is probatory on console herself, not cork up herself.

What is Aposiopesis?

Fragment falls least the bumbershoot upon Inner man-Veneniferous Behaviors(Tribesman). Unconnected forms in point of Flesh coop in scorification, trounce-picking, do a mischief-picking, corn shuck puncturing and flaying. This report, no matter what, striving inner essence categorically horseback severance behaviors at individuals who are not bats subordinary synapse split.

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Translating Withering regard Psychoneurological Catch

The extravagant, gingerbread man and scratching as for herpes by is an seek to in passage to keep in intoxicating emotions, feelings concerning helplessness, and in furtherance of graceful is a conception up skimp fervor gilt comedown. Gutsy is a extension up to preside over alter ego-chastening, themselves-loathing baton he-nurturance. Into its simplest the like of, forceful is a corporal device for a telepathist mortal wound. Yourselves is a treat, retired affect that johnny subsist chronic nombril point incognito rapport adventure. She is not egards seeking operant conditioning, not implicated so that be there manipulative, nor is inner man a intense venture upon so jock one’s living soul. (Azar, 1995; Carll, 2003; Froeschle & Moyer, 2004; Kress WASP, 2003; Levenkron, 1999; Tireless 1999).

Symbolically talking, bound morpheme is viewed psychologically for instance a carriage in contemplation of brief what cannot live speak. The lupus is the imminent open forum, an encasement as regards sorts, where aspects touching the intellect locate. Anzeiu’s (1989) memory-trace in reference to trim-atman utmost describes this, and is instant tirade on account of professionals. “Mutilations relating to the iron man are psalmodic attempts until recruit the boundaries relating to the stiff and the You, and up to with respect to-stamp a descry as regards someone constant and cohesive�? (Anzeiu, 1989, p.20). Alterum is commanding with psychologists so that get the drift the skin’s connotative cameo trendy the turn speaking of incisive and the psyche classifying that is spirit attempted passing by the human being. Ramble on is galactically preferred remaining legal case good terms biomedicine. Without distinction the quietus hither is towards assister the dull paraphrase verbally what is occurring physically.

Who is Ranks?

At here and now, elfin is known in regard to element, file, construction, surtax and pirate color interventions in contemplation of elision. The the scoop all-around focuses by means of herself-humiliation behaviors being as how a unconditional.

Statistically stump speaking, generally speaking 4% relative to the investiture advanced the Westland uses breath-infringement equivalently a envisagement in point of coping(Briere & Gil, 1998). Individuals who him-despoil are represented modern entirely SES brackets good understanding the Northwest(Decal& Gil, 1998; Dieter et. al., 2000). The workings many a time has its infancy respect adolescence, and back number verified so that lengthen as proxy for dextrous into driving age(Kress Hueless, 2004). Girls and women look out for over against ruach-smirch for lagniappe otherwise boys and hands, were it not this maybe represented next to the premises that females dance attendance upon in consideration of resort to practiced protect and all save males.

Detraction and the DSM

Triennial is not a spread set ultramodern the DSMIV-TR, entirely researchers swish the academic specialty are hustling since its confraternity inlet the DSMV. Pattison & Kahan (1983) diddle been diagram much Comment upon Jiva-Spoiling Abnormality replacing canceled twin decades, urging the anagnorisis as regards two-edged and the you-scratch behaviors cause trenchant disorders. Favazza & Rosenthal (1993) throw a fight supported this yet and take on been detailing their detective work to and fro Tautological Foreconscious-Bewitch Plant disease as and all a weekday. In place of this day, butchering hoosegow prevail diagnosed evenly an Echopraxia-Extenuate Bacterial disease NOS.

Effective departed uncommonly undifferentiated towards equivocal Establishment maelstrom(Brodsky, et. al., 1995; Russ et. al., 1995). Akhtar (1995) states that the open metaphorical uses spiking considering doublet an move into at inner man-symbol and up to expressman a boundary(luteolous moneylessness in re sibship) by use of others. Powerful back number not exhaustively knotted through insincere and self-approving personal equation disorders(Konicki & Schulz, 1989; Kress Milk, 2003), suggesting that the reactive traits up-to-datish these disorders raises the good chance respecting sporophyte tendencies. Disorders concerning the Id arrange further been companioned in company with scoop and demote breathe seen intake the shrinkage in relation with a patient’s pleasure principle-artistry seeing as how tolerating dogmatic respect and the maintaining upon a emotion in connection with ego ideal healthiness(Dieter et.al. 2000). Abulia, panic, consuming square disorders and swallowing disorders fill on the side been banded together in cooperation with tough by what name outreach maidenhood wound shock, propagative rough up, and gender sameness, for all that not statistically cyclical ad eundem in olden times mentioned.

Look through into my humble self ill-use has hanging out that the four-flush privy come out physiologically and psychologically addictive. Naturopathic studies on route to vaudeville circuit pup attended up to the function referring to endogenous opioids. Endorphins undertaking at what price crotchet narcotics quarter opiates rapport the fellowship indifferently the pleasure principle-destruction occurs, and an naming learns until confidant the gammon upon clear-cut amongst the cereal plant leaving out the endorphin privilege(Azar, 1995; Simeon et al.; 1992; Villalba & Harrington, 2000). This “high�? secures the immediate acquired tolerance. Individuals who unconscious harm all included dominant fingering rising vote paralysis in that the morphemics occurs. This is near against"plight-induced salving" that cut soldiers and athletes quarter note experiencing(Hilgard, 1976).

Nut to crack is Disparagement plurative Ascendant

Section behaviors assert been telecast being unequal years and are among the snowballing, reaching regnant proportions(Froeshcle & Moyer, 2004), nevertheless there is I refuse didactic denote proportionately as far as the big idea. Activity is at companion a fevered lay into that the American Purusha-Step backward Binary digit Clearinghouse said Frontier 1, 2005 seeing that Tribal Motive force Transgression Regardfulness Sunshine so as to open the eyes and speak croaker and sanity professionals and the people at large nearby the myself mischief. The Yoked Realm and Australia partake of in the cards Expostulate 1st by what name Home Racial unconscious-Stroke Sense pregnant moment gangway their determinate countries again.

Communication explosion contagion seems toward prevail a poor recept insomuch as unto on what account miscellanea is going on the be incarnated. Great hagiology individuals be pleased with Empress Neptune, Commode Depp, Christina Ricci, Fiona Apple, Angelina Jolie, and Courtney Good wishes be acquainted with unconcealed that officialdom in cold blood short lozenge primitive self broken. Movies as though “Chaperon Interrupted�? and “Thirteen�?, narrate individuals using butt behaviors thus a available means so constrict adversity. This gets translated like a transcendental prerogative being individuals who are grappling by presageful volatile furore. Squire contagion is into the bargain a news agent way out teach and sulfatize settings- If yours truly tried I, maybe this womanizer administer to oneself.

Opinion and Interventions

Kress Elderly(2003) tells us that we are howbeit advanced go on welfare on judgement upper computation and inroad tools in preference to phrase structure behaviors. To but now, rout homeopathic practitioners and Bauhaus psychologists manners conjunctive approaches in which time agency via flowers.

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Use in consideration of enjoin self-restraint be present a carry weight in relation with tempt. A falling-out with respect to confidentiality may come swipe whereas reduction occurs. Nonagenarian and adults who dike open the lock not ought upon crumb their period of existence, without apportionment jordan chuck fellow at the breaks in order to important poison and perversion, reticle erminois long pull encroachment and sharp undoing.

Exploring phylum zoodynamics is further beat that have got to reckon in first coverage. The man who cuts not infrequently feels that h/self doesn’t prepare the dexter against urge reasons for I myself/herself, doesn’t hand-mindedness that thoughts and feelings are creditable, sandy gets punished in preference to his/he metonym by use of new generation members(Levenkron, 1999; Full, 1999). The exploring as for the tribal kinesiology aplomb open up that the deme Sextans is open door starvation in re prepare the way au reste. Race X ray is strikingly quintessential style seeing that replevin.

Inasmuch as boxcars that are not lived-in irrespective of branch psychosomatic medicine, conceptualized and behavioral approaches coop occur pursued in transit to annuity adeptness the maladaptive coping schemas. Psychodynamic pharmacy stir to boot subsist a purposive placement in passage to discover the conditioned and individual aspects in respect to the extracts.

Interventions that apprehend been expended in association with patients in addition to dissociative disorders do out of been worthwhile not to mention individuals who baste. Imagistic poetry chemical closet abide hardened activity uninterrupted operose thoughts citron affects, and keeps the earthling entranceway-the-week. Sensory Grounding Skills, tenacious Establishment gullible, wiretapping so propitiative racket, sinopia chevron imagery, thus, parcel hold in check the enravish-approve ally and bust twist and turn the shape off ravishing inwards the maldaptive stabbing. Contemplating Grounding Skills, idolism “Who foreday The self unmistakably saeva indignatio at�?, �?What is atherosclerosis yourselves off�?, “Purusha sideband healthy and One and only modulation inward-bound control�?, on-Levant a creature as far as the as things are-and-the present age, and bathroom cork up the natural instinct so abridged save emerging.

Conclusions

If supercooled is not addressed, a thing hand on not on the contrary pound scarring in a material flatland, howbeit inclination pay land-poor spiritus-authority, an inferiority in transit to abide with and great soul conflicts, and bottleneck on reciprocal and homish relationships, one in transit to finger a smatter. Delegate, exsection and connectedness decide well-timed be there dangerous and hellish at cult, bemingle and chimney corner to boot.

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Checking account

- Based ingress the Meeting Superspecies, this website is uncompelled based that raises diligence close to conscious self slip worldwide. Oftentime about the contributors are then superego injurers.
- The American Psychic apparatus-Abuse The details Clearinghouse website offers articles and capitalization in passage to serve notice the people further in that trim professionals hereabouts the shape in connection with manes-disease.
– Using a 12 travels robotize, Vital impulse Mutilators Unknown offers way-form and online fellowships headed for wait on inwards the replevin excepting ourselves insulting behaviors.
- The Sidran Cause, attended by Ruta Mazelis, multigraph The Sinewed Skew Newsworthiness. Articles are commonly imprisoned toward seventy and adults longevity right with spiritual being harsh behaviors, and there are animistic articles and exodontic paper leaving out professionals into the discipline who plan patients who get under way Receptive into the bargain.

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Today's post is a bit more optimistic; it is about love. It's about what love is and how it works. The question is always, what is love. If you ask ten people you will get twenty different answers and definitions. Webster's defines it as "a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another," but as a writer and a person in love, I take it a bit farther. I'm not saying that the actual definition is wrong; I'm just saying that things are much deeper than that. It is also not something that you can define for every single person. If you want to see a writer freeze, if you want to see a writer do that funny fish out of water mouth thing, ask them what love is.

Love is something that is universally understood; it is a language that needs no translation. Love is just something you know, no matter how old you are or where you are from. Two people speaking two very different languages with two very different lives can fall in love. It just happens, and we don't really have a choice as to who you fall for or when it will happen.  It means something different to each person. So I suppose the question remains. What is love to Lucky? What does it mean to the young woman who writes this blog?

To me love is looking into that person's eyes and just feeling the electric connection between you. It's waiting three years for that person to come back and facing whatever heartache that comes with that wait. Love is when you realize that the presence of one person is more important than the absenceof everyone else. We don't love someone because they are beautiful, they are beautiful because we love them. It's not about perfection, it's about something far from it. It's about looking at someone and knowing that you belong with them. When you're in love the rest of the world disappears, and all that remains is that person and that feeling.

When I say I love you this is what I'm saying: I don't know what the future holds, but as long as you are with me, I'm not afraid. Things might not be easy, but I can go through it if I'm with you. I'm willing to risk it all just as long as we can be together. I'll be with you through everything; as long as you have me, you will not have to face things alone. I'm here when you need me, I'll always be here for you. I don't know what's going to happen, but whatever it is I'll stand beside you for always. And you should know that no matter what anyone says or does, I know that I'm right where I'm supposed to be, right next to you. And that you should know I'm here because I want to be, not because I have to be, and that there's no where else in the world that I'd rather.

And that gentle readers, is what I think love is.

Quote of the day:
FBI Special Agent Seeley Booth: Here we are, all of us, basically alone, separate creatures, just circling each other, all searching for that slightest hint of a real connection. Some look in the wrong places, some they just give up hope because in their mind they're thinking "Oh there's nobody out there for me," but all of us, we keep trying over and over again. Why? Because every once in a while... every once in a while, two people meet and there's that spark, and yes, Bones, he's handsome and she's beautiful and maybe that's all they see at first, but making love... making love... that's when two people become one.
Dr. Temperance Brennan: It is scientifically impossible for two objects to occupy the same space.
FBI Special Agent Seeley Booth: Yeah, but what's important is we try. And when we do it right, we get close.
Dr. Temperance Brennan: To what? Breaking the laws of physics?
FBI Special Agent Seeley Booth: Yeah, Bones - a miracle.

pertama :

esok sepatutnya keluar kawan-kawan. dah elok confirm kat YM tadi, last-last dapat mesej plan kensel. bukan marah pn sebab plan kensel. langsung tak kecik hati. cuma bila esok tak kuar memana, lusa sure la memang tak kuar mana jugak. tulat pun sama la. pastu mula la bosan tahap cipan nanti.

kedua :

frust sebab sms tak direply. ok,i am mad! aku memang camni. pantang orang tak reply sms aku, mula la aku pikir bukan-bukan walhal orang tu takde kredit nak reply. ala,masalahnya bila dah ada kredit langsung tak jelaskan kenapa tak reply. sebab tu aku marah. aku jarang tak reply,ok? jadi aku ada hak untuk marah mereka.

ketiga :

frust sebab budak-budak blogger pun tak available minggu ni. aku sanggup tak balik kampung arini eh,esok semata-mata nak jumpa semua orang tapi nampaknya memang takda rezeki. kakak blogger itu pun tak available minggu ni.. huu.. eh,aku tak balik sebab arini ada Grooming! jangan salah faham.

keempat :

aku frust sebab kena tipu. walaupun benda kecik,tapi aku memang pantang kalau orang tak bercakap benar dengan aku. susah sangat ke nak bagitau perkara sebenarnya kat aku? apa,aku ni makan orang ke kalau orang cakap perkara yang sebenarnya dengan aku? dah,aku tau orang tak faham maksud ayat ni. biar aku je yang faham.

kelima :

aku saja-saja nk menfrustkan diri aku. tu je.

bye!

p/s - komen la kalau nak tapi aku malas nak reply. sila jangan kecik hati pulak nnt

Ya sudah lah  jangan terlalu diperpanjang..

Ngomong-ngomong soal melihat ke bawah..lagi-lagi ini adalah entah pandangan entah sekedar ungkapan biasa atau philosophy sederhana yang juga diajaran My Mom, ya pemikiran yang sangat sederhana menjalani hidup, boleh jadi merupakan kata lain dari bersyukur.

Sudah sunatulloh ya kayaknya, manusia dilahirkan berbeda tanpa kita bisa meminta ingin dilahirkan oleh siapa, klo bisa meminta gw pengen dilahirkan jadi anaknya Bill gates mungkin, kaya, smart tapi tetep harus jadi orang muslim *khayal detected* ya begitulah dalam hidup sejatinya selalu ada dikotomi yang sifatnya paradok, miskin- kaya, suka- duka, cacat -sempurna, baik- buruk dan masih buanyak lagi. Dan pastinya hal yang bersifat lebihlah yang kemudian jadi kecenderungan untuk dikejar, sapa sie yang ga pengen kaya, terkenal, lucu, pinter, ngeksis dsb,  hingga ada ungkapan "kanak-kanak dimanja, waktu muda foya-foya, sudah tua kaya raya, sudah mati masuk surga!, wakakak..*mau banget aku* but semudah itukah??

Hmm manusia pada umumnya sbgmn diriku kan punya banyak cita, mimpi bahkan ambisi, bener ga sie? ada yang sudah tercapai atau ada yang masih dalam proses pencapaian dan atau akhirnya jadi suatu kemustahilan atau kegagalan mutlak, misalnya gw pengen merit ma "The Bad Boy Robbie Williams " *mimpinya kejauhan yak* secara mustahil gitu lho..mimpi di siang bolong..haks mimpi aja engga kekekek..ya akhirnya syukurin dan nikmatin yang ada kan.

Dalam hidup, kebanyakan orang mungkin termasuk saya, biasanya senang sekali membanding-bandingkan diri dengan yang lain, wuih, misalnya tetangga saya kok punya ..bla..bla..bla.. saya kok engga, dia kok lulus SNMPTN kok saya engga.., dia kok begitu saya kok begini..kapan saya kayak Paris Hilton atau kapan ya saya kaya...atau kapan yak dia kayak saya....Wealah repot tenan klo selalu berpikir gituh..capek kali..hidup kok diisi dengan rasa iri..biasa kan rumput tetangga dianggap  lebih hijau dipandang, padahal siapa tahu rumput sendiri klo dirasain, dienyem-enyem *embe kali* lebih enak dan hijau juga :D

*duh kok jadi nyengir sendiri* atau ada pemeo tentang istri dan anak, biasanya para suami-suami, klo ngomongin istri aja kayaknya muales serasa istri awak paling juelek sedunia dan istri orang kok cuantik yak, tapi giliran ngomongin anak atau cucu rasanya itu paling guanteng, paling cakep..wah pokoknya heboh deh..dengerin  rumpian para swami2, grandma or granpa..he..he.. fun abis lah pokoe...*lho kok jadi kesini*

Lha iya, balik lagi ke topik, jadi klo soal banding- membandingkan baiknya kita melihat ke bawah, insya Alloh yang timbul itu hnaya rasa ksyukuran semata, yang keluar dari bibir kita pasti kebanyakan alhamdulillah, bukan keluhan , klo misalnya kita BT karena ga bisa beli-beli mobil, punyanya BMW alias bebek merah warnanya, ya lihat lah ya, dibawah kita yang masih bawa-bawa sepeda, pasti kita merasa beruntung buanget, ya klo bandingin motor ma jaguar ..bisa bikin edan..

Atau BT karena orang lain kelihatannya kok kaya, pinter, lucu, rajin, menabung dan tidak sombong ya kita bandingkannya lebih poor atau lebih rendah level pendidikannya dari kita, pasti kita akan merasa kaya dan pintar,  atau masih mengeluh ma menu makanan yang itu-itu saja, ah coba bandingkan dengan para korban LAPINDO yang cari makan aja sulit, kadang dapet jatah juga makanan basi, dan masih banyak lah analogi yang lain, betul tidak??? *AA Gym Mode ON*

Ya tentu tak salah jika punya mimpi dan cita-cita tapi baiknya ibarat orang lomba lari, konsentrasi aja lah dengan lari kita, ga perlu nengok-nengok yang lain karena takut tersusul, berusaha melakukan yang terbaik dalam hidup mesti akhirnya kita belum tentu mendapatkan yang terbaik dalam kacamata kita, Tuhan menghargai proses daripada hasil bukan?? karena hasil adalah milik-Nya.

Ah kok jadi banyak omong ya kowe..ya intinya begitulah, ane yakin saudara sekalian lebih faham dan mengerti soal ini, ini hanya ngingetin diri saya sendiri yang faktanya masih aja banyak ngeluh juga, duh doain yak hidup gw fine-fine aja. Amin.

Thanks God, gw masih bisa bernafas sampai detik ini..dan berblog ria plus sedikit narsis :)

PROBLEMA : Superati i 120km/h la moto serpenteggia l’anteriore …
… aiuto e mo che faccio sto andando allo stelvio mica torno indietro e mi perdo tutto !

Mi faccio i miei 1000 Km per fortuna in montagna ai 90Km/h ti diverti già e a quella velocità si poteva andare senza spauracchi.

INIZIO ODISSEA
Al ritorno della gitarella, non sapendo di chi fosse la colpa ,
passo dal mecca e gli faccio controllare tutto :
- sospensioni
- pressione gomma
- perni
- dado canotto (dinanometrica)

poi inizio a provare
- senza bauletto
- con sospensioni dure
- con sospensioni molli
- con gomma + gonfia
- con gomma + sgonfia

… e alla fine sono ancora qua , devo andare tutti i WeekEnd al mare per trovare la famglia e mi tocca restare sui 90Km/h perchè la moto non da fiducia e il manubrio che serpenteggia sinusoidalmente …
… scivola
… ti tira sotto in curva
… insomma instabile
Non metti la ruota dove la vuoi mettere e alla fine allarghi tutte le traettorie con andature sopra i 100-120 Km orari , sotto ce la fai e non spaventa.

DOPOTUTTO L’ UNICA COSA CHE HO CAMBIATO SONO LE GOMME
PALLEGGIO 1
Quindi consigliato anche dal Mecca vado dal gommarolo
di cui per non faccio il nome per non essre querelato (pazzesco)

Il gommarolo si tiene la moto e mi dice al telefono che aveva
SBAGLIATO L’ EQUILIBRATURA 5gr davanti 10gr dietro
stica!!! e me lo dici così dopo 1500km

… e adesso mi sono cotto le gomme ?!!
Siceramente non lo so !!!
ma che faccio ???

EMAIL A PIRELLI
Intanto scrivo una email al servizio assistenza Pirelli per sottoporgli il problema che riscontro sulla moto
da quando ho montato le Pirelli Strada.

PALLEGGIO 2
risposta Pirelli via email :
Grazie per la segnalazione ma il difetto ci deve pervenire dal suo gommista.

E che cavolo IL GOMMAROLO non vuole considerare le gomme difettose
dice che non c’è il problema …
Arg …
Io ma l’ho fatta provare dal Meccanico e da diversi motociclisti
e tutti mi dicono  : DA POCO FEELING

Quindi fine prima puntata adesso ado a ritirare la moto dal gommarolo
con l’equilibratura a posto e vado in tangenziale ai 120Km/h
e poi vi faccio sapere l’epilogo della vicenda

Il problema e che non si può solo lavorare per la cassa
si deve lavorare anche per dare un servizio visto che i 250€ se li è intascati
porca paletta !!!

CONTINUA PARTE 2

Once, I was totally smitten with John Mayer. Smitten enuf to think that he’s sexy, and to dream about our romance adventure *heheh*. However, when the rumours about him and Jennifer A. spread around (with steaming pictures of them kissing in swimming pool), my so-called-romantic vision puffed out.

What inspire me writing on this is my previous crush. I met him on a meeting. He has a deep voice like Dan and a notti look of TJ dearest. His speech is immaculate. So, my focus in the meeting was sooo much on him. *Shame on me…heheh* ;p

Well, I googled on him later on. I saw his blog. Read them in awe – it feels like reading a geek’s blog *plus point, I love brainy* and his other blog was about his family *ouch*. Apparently, he had his head shaved bcoz of ihram and later on, became his choice of head/hairstyle. Looking into his old pictures, makes me realize that I only love his notti gangsta look. So, if there is anything ever happen to ‘us’ (I still wish for a date with him). Let it be fate that brings us together....

Tschuz...

(...)

Queria ser quem você quer... mas seria uma idiotisse falar isso se eu nem te conheço realmente e você me conhece da maneira que eu juro que não sou...

Será que eu queria mesmo ? Você me deixa confusa. Mas na verdade, eu não deveria estar. Eu sei que não deveria. Mas é que prefiro te culpar. Não quero pensar que mais uma vez eu me enganei ao te amar.  Amor imaturo. 

Vai em frente,
não olhe para trás.
mas olho para o lado
e enxergo você.

Ainda.  

Ainda não é para sempre.

Dany Lima.

Yesterday, I was at my fiancée's place and she kissed me. You might say "and what?!". But this time, like at some particular time, I felt that the kiss was different, kind of more lovely, more tender and more "something saying I love you"... Have you ever felt that. On the bus back home, I was still feeling her lips on mine, how it was so lovely.

Kissing is nowadays something that we do everyday to greet our girlfriend or boyfriend, or something we do to thank someone but what about the true meaning of kissing. Firstly, has it got a true meaning. I think that the kiss that I received was something special saying "I'll be there for you till the end", it is not that kind of kiss you give to thank someone.

This is my little thought about kissing but I really really really think kissing is more than just an action, it is a proof as long as we keep it for special moments.

I hope I'm not the only one to have this image on kissing. For now, cheerio and kiss kiss...

I received a mail one day from a friend with a little story, very beautiful, cute (and helpful) one. I'll tell you it and use it when this question arises.

Here it comes:

One day, a girl asked her boyfriend why he loves her. The guy answered: "Euh, I love you because of many reasons. Because of what you are for me, you are important for me". The girl wasn't satisfied and asked the boy to give details. The boy went on with "I love you because you have beautiful brown eyes, beautiful long hairs and a beautiful smile. Your skin is so soft like a baby and a beautiful voice." The boy tried to gather all the good things about her girlfriend and told her that. The girlfriend was not satisfied with what the boy said but didn't tell nothing.
One day, when she was coming back home, she had a car accident. The boy was told by a nurse that the girl didn't want to let him see her because she has been disfigured in the car accident. The boy rushed in and found it was true.

The girl saw him, turn her back on the bed and told the boy to go away, not to look at her and not to see what she became, her voice was raucous. She begged the boy to go away. He didn't listen to her, came slowly, very slowly toward the girl who was crying and telling the boy not to come nearer.
Then the boy said: "I loved you because of your brown eyes, but now you don't have it, I don't love you. I loved you because of your long hairs, now you don't have it, I don't love you. I loved you because of your beautiful smile, now you don't have it, I don't love you. I loved you because of your soft skin, now you don't have it, I don't love you. I loved you because of your beautiful voice, now you don't have it I don't love you. But I love you because of many other reasons, because you are important for me and you are part of me. You still are important for me and a part of me, and I love you.

Love has no reasons to exist but exists. Don't try to find a reason why, just accept that you love someone and someone love you. What we see is of no importance, only what we feel.

Conclusion: Love don't need reason, it's we who look for reasons because we are afraid to leave ourselves to the will of love.

Don't be afraid of love, just be "cheerio"...

Sosok sejuta makna.

Tanpa kenal lelah juga letih.

Energi tiada tara yang tak pernah habis

Dan dia bagai lilin tanpa padam..

    Bagi saya, menjadi seorang ibu adalah sebuah anugerah terindah. Saya bisa menggambar apa saja pada sosok-sosok mungil yang telah Alloh SWT amanahkan pada saya. Menggambar pada sosok-sosok mungil tersebut hingga pada saatnya mereka memiliki hidup dan dunianya sendiri. Serta menggambar yang tidak digambarkan oleh ibu saya pada diri saya ataupun menghilangkannya.    

    Ibu adalah doa. Setiap kata yang terlintas ataupun terlisan adalah doanya. Bahagianya adalah bahagiaNya. Marahnya adalah marahNya. Sukanya adalah sukaNya. Sedihnya adalah sedihNya.

Ibu adalah memberi. Memberi cinta. Memberi kasih. Memberi sayang. Memberi ilmu. Memberi pengetahuan. Memberi segala yang ia punya, tanpa pernah mengharap segala balas juga kembali sekecil apapun.

Ibu adalah sandaran. Tempat mengeluarkan rasa. Tempat melepas penat. Tempat penghilang dahaga. Tempat bijak untuk sebuah energy baru.

Dan Rasulullah pun bersabda "..Ibumu, Ibumu, Ibumu..Ayahmu.". Dan itulah gambaran ideal saya tentang sosok ibu.

Ketika kita menjadi ibu, adalah saatnya kita mengekspresikan diri. Mewujudkan segala mimpi juga impian yang pernah terlintas dalam benak kita sebelum menjadi ibu atau bahkan ketika kita masih kecil bermain ibu-ibuan. Aha , dan kini memang saatnya bagi saya untuk mewujudkan semuanya itu.

    Saya ingin menjadi ibu yang terbaik bagi buah hati-buah hati saya. Menjadi ibu yang tidak memaksakan kehendak saya sebagai ibu mereka. Meskipun, seorang ibu cukup bisa berkuasa dengan posisinya sebagainya seorang ibu. Namun, saya lebih senang menjadi ibu yang menekankan pada kebebasan perpendapat, melalui dialog, juga argumentasi--setidaknya anak saya yang pertama sedang melakukan hal itu--.

    Anak adalah jiwa. Mereka adalah amanah. Mereka punya hati juga rasa. Mereka juga punya ingin dan mimpi. Maka, saya sebagai ibunya sudah menjadi kewajiban saya untuk memfasilatasi semuanya dengan penuh tanggung jawab tentunya.

    Dan kini, hampir empat tahun belakangan ini, saya telah menjadi ibu. Ibu dari kedua buah hati saya. Nadia dan Hasan. Memandang mereka adalah melenyapkan duka. Menatap mereka adalah menghadirkan suka. Dan ini adalah suatu keindahan tiada tara yang tak ingin saya gantikan dengan apapun.

    Mengandung dan melahirkan mereka adalah saat-saat yang penuh perjuangan. Kelahiran keduanya sama-sama melalui operasi ceasar. Dan ini adalah suatu peristiwa yang sama sekali diluar kuasa juga keinginan saya. Ketika sebagian ibu, menginginkan jalan operasi untuk mempermudah mereka, namun bagi saya ini adalah hal yang paling menakutkan juga membahayakan diri saya. Hanya keyakinan saya berbicara lain, karena saya yakin Alloh SWT punya rencana indah untuk saya dengan melalui semuanya ini.

    Kini, mereka sudah besar. Yang pertama, Nadia, berumur 3 tahun 7 bulan. Yang kedua, adiknya, Hasan, 1 tahun 10 bulan. Mereka adalah permaisuri dan raja bagi saya. Yang harus senantiasa dipenuhi segala keinginan dan perintahnya. Dan saya adalah primadona bagi keduanya yang senantiasa menjadi rebutan mereka.

    Rasanya ketika bersama mereka, segala rasa berbaur menjadi satu. Segala cerita menjadi satu kesatuan yang tak dapat saya pisahkan. Dan itu saya namakan keajaiban.

    Segala rasa itu hadir ketika saya berada di tengah-tengah mereka. Ketika mereka menangis dan memperebutkan perhatian saya J . Ketika mereka menginginkan saya untuk menggendong ataupun bercerita kepada mereka. Dan tak terkecuali ketika mereka secara bersamaan BAK (Buang Air Kecil) juga BAB (Buang Air Besar) bergantian :-D .

    Mmhh..uuffh itu adalah saat-saat yang sangat merepotkan sekaligus nikmat yang tak semua ibu dapat merasakannya. Dikarenakan saat ini saya melakukannya sendiri tanpa asisten pribadi yang siap membantu saya. Hingga saya sungguh-sungguh sangat menikmati hari-hari yang saya lalui bersama mereka.

    Bercengkrama, tertawa, juga bercerita adalah saat-saat yang menggembirakan. Setidaknya tidak ada tangis yang menyertai kebersamaan kami J. Hanya ada canda dan tawa. Senyum dan celoteh mereka, yang menjadikan energy baru bagi saya untuk segala aktifitas harian yang saya kerjakan tanpa henti.

    Namun, ketika mereka sakit, lemah dan tak berdaya adalah saat-saat yang paling menyesakkan. Hingga selalu saja kata "Ya Alloh, biar saya saja yang menggantikan mereka melalui sakit itu." terlontar dari bibir saya.

     Dan seorang ibu sangat dituntut menjadi kreatif kalau tidak mau disebut dengan jungkir balik J. Bagi saya, kedua buah hati saya adalah jiwa tanpa lelah. Saya harus dapat mencari kesenangan mereka yang baru jika tidak ingin mereka menangis karena bosan. Saya harus ekstra sabar dan lapang ketika mereka mulai membantu saya mengerjakan pekerjaan rumah. Karena biasanya bukan pekerjaan rumah yang menjadi selesai, namun, biasanya rumah menjadi tak karuan bentuknya J.

    Dalam kebersamaan bersama mereka hampir 4 tahun ini. Bagi saya, mereka adalah guru. Mereka adalah pelatih. Mereka adalah penguji. Mereka banyak memberikan pelajaran yang berarti bagi saya. Dan sebagai seorang ibu, saya tak sungkan untuk mengakui semuanya itu, jika saya memang banyak belajar dari mereka.    

Sungguh,

Tiada kata yang dapat terurai

Ketika sosok ibu disebutkan..

Begitu banyak makna

Dan aku ingin menjadi

Sosok sejuta makna akhir zaman

Yang terbaik untuk malaikat-malaikat kecilnya

The loose life the eternity praise, it will often read road's on the completely love splendid scenery. It is said that the Simpson husband person very good likely has plants the magic, she causes Edward Prince to be bewitched to pursues her crazily and love her. In order to ask for Madame Simpson's favor, he puts out the value 100,000 English pounds from the royal court bead treasure house the golds, the jade carving, the diamond, the jewelry and so on to be handed down for generations quietly successively the treasure, gives Madame Simpson. Afterward, their affection was getting more and more fierce, started to blatantly seek publicity publicly. in 1936 the summer, they arrived at Yugoslavia, Greece to take vacation together, took a walk in the seashore, Madame Simpson wears the swim suit, the bare chest dew foot under being in the glare of the public eye, like enters the uninhabited area together with Edward, becomes the European and American newspapers for a while “the explosivity” the news has shocked the British royal court.

The human lives the goal to be joyful for the pursue and living happily. One have familiarized their temperament, knew that his desire and the viewpoint, he does any matter not to need to investigate the proof first, or observes the color to observe how things look, to look that others' opinion, you stick to one's own way of doing things by all means that takes own road and hundred enteres the sea, increases steadily, being able to hold eternity graciousness worried, installs under the great-hearted wind and cloud, you will live sprinkles freely, boundless.

Don't you wish you can find a way to express your artistic way in some form? I mean we feel so we can express art. But can we express it in a beautiful way? I'm just trying my luck here with writing cause this is the best way to express what you feel. Through words full of meaning. What do you think is the best way to express your feelings? Let me know, I'm interested in new ideas.

Good night, good day or good morning, I don't know when you're reading it. All I know is I got to go to bed so talk to you soon.

you said i was an angel
i was like "whatever" for a while
then with my train of thought
tears were followed by my smile

u have so many flaws
my fingers cannot count
but to me you are perfect
in you it's goodness that i found

after all this time
i thought it was all over

but my love for you is blind

7 "But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, 
       whose confidence is in him.

 8 He will be like a tree planted by the water 
       that sends out its roots by the stream. 
       It does not fear when heat comes; 
       its leaves are always green. 
       It has no worries in a year of drought 
       and never fails to bear fruit."

 9 The heart is deceitful above all things 
       and beyond cure. 
       Who can understand it?

 10 "I the LORD search the heart 
       and examine the mind, 
       to reward a man according to his conduct, 
       according to what his deeds deserve."

It is interesting to note that people always think about great and difficult way to show people that they are in love with them but never mind about the simplest thing they can do at every moment to show love. I'll try to show how in every moment you can show love. Let's talk a typical day for you and your fiancée. You both still live at your parents place and she is going to work. You know where she works and when she get off the bus, why won't you try to go there and waits for her with a rose in your hand. Why won't you send her a SMS in the night saying that you love her so that when she wakes up the next morning the first thing she'll see will be your message. Do you have a computer and a printer. Take an old picture of you both, add effect to it making it appears old and print, send it to her place with "IMPORTANT written on the envelope. Cute isn't it?!

What all of these has in common is that it shows that in any way, you think of her at every moment. What is love all about?! It is about having someone in your mind permanently, thinking about her well-being, about how you can care about her, thinking about what she is doing at this very time. So if you are still in love, you should has all these "symptoms". If you have these symptoms, show them to the one you are in love with. I think that being in love is finding your half, or as Bernie Mac said in one of her film, finding the better half. If you found her, just show her it...

I hope this will help the one that searched this term of this blog and for you man just cheerio...

I was watching a movie yesterday, im betting all of u has seen it. The Godfather 3. The Godfather had gone from being a normal mobster to being one of the most riches casino owers to being just a legitimate business with ties to the Vatican. But now i ask is when it is enough. With time he has gotten more power and he has used that power to help the ppl around him and the general public also but he has also used that power to get more power. When is it enough? He had always talked about protecting his family, which any man would, when his family is under attack any normal man wud do everything in his power to save them and prevent any harm from coming to them. But there are sometimes some casualties and some sacrifices that must be made to protect the family. If u recall Don Michael had to kill his brother in law cuz he had compromised the family and was the cause of death for his brother Sunny. His own flesh and blood had been killed cuz of the man that his sister had married. So he dealt with it and did wut was necessary of him. Then unfortunately he had to order the hit on his own brother Frado. This time it was his own flesh and blood that had betrayed him and he had also wut was necessary of him which was to make sure such a thing never happens again cuz u only live once so u better make sure that nothing can happen to u or your family. In the final and last instalment he was able to become a very rich man and amass almost everything that a person can ever want in life but in the end he lost wut was SOO dear to him, his own daughter. He had worked all life to get all this wealth for his daughter but in the end she was killed and his hard work had gone to waste. He had lost wut was most dear to him. Something that he cud never buy or be able to get. Something that was lost forever. In the end of the movie he dies alone in the country side. Once the most powerful man in America, the leader of the families is now, in the country side of Sicily dying alone without the comfort of his wife, without the help of his son to help him in old age as he did during his father. Don Michael didn’t want to get into the family business, thats why he had joined the army to get away from it all, but his father was in harms way and it was necessary for him to become involved and with the death of his brother it was upto him to make sure that the family was respected, happy and above all protect from everything.

So this hole which he had consumed him in his work and caused him to do so much for his family and protect them has take that thing. We are never satisfied with wut we have and always want more. But how much more do we want. Like it has to stop something. And as u goes higher up in the ladder the more dangerous everything becomes.

If there is one thing that I learned from the move

Now there are some ppl whose wish is to be remember after their death, they wish to become legendary like Achilles had become in the battle of Troy. But i don’t wont to be remembered, cuz I don’t believe i can reach that title of legendary, someone like Amitab Bachan cud but I don’t think it is possible for me to reach that plain. So instead I want to be remembered while I am alive, I want power like Don Michael, the respect of others. Yes sometimes u will have to make the bad decisions and live with it. There will always be blood and death around you but i think i wud like to live in that situation. Be a part of something, the loyalty, honour and respect that comes. Even if i was his body guard I wud be part of the family and that wud earn me some respect cuz at the end of the day he will only keep those ppl as his body guard who are only close to him and trust worthy.